For the past 8 days, I’ve been sticking one of these capsules in me when I wake up in the morning and before I got to bed at night. I don’t like it. It’s uncomfortable and messy and sometimes it hurts. But I will keep doing this for the next 237 days if it means I can bring my Bumble Bee home.
Posted in Bumble Bee, Photos, Pregnancy, Wordless Wednesday
Tagged pregnancy after loss, progesterone, prometrium
Have you heard of Beryl Young’s Illuminate photographic healing class? It’s a 5-week course that combines creative photography and journaling for bereaved parents. She’s currently offering a free lesson called “Color Your World.” Over at Dandiewinks, I’m sharing the results of my photo walk as I looked for the color brown:
Brown represents the things I long for, the things I’m working towards: comfort, endurance, stability, trust, simplicity, home. I want all of these because I want to show my heaven babies that I am worthy of being their mother, that I am worthy of being their father’s wife, and that I can create good out of the heartache and grief of losing them in this life.
I just wanted to let some of you sweet mommas know that I’m running behind on requests at Calvin’s Cupcakes. I’m sorry to miss some special days, but I’ve been sick (still am) with an upper respiratory infection. I promise to catch up soon and will be sending along a free high-resolution version as a not-nearly-enough apology for falling behind to those of you who made a request, but whose cupcakes I didn’t get to making on time.
14 hours after leaving Gulfport, and there’s just something about the crisp San Francisco air that let’s me know I’m home.
I have stories to share and am a little behind on cupcakes (sorry!) and my cough has made the roundtrip travel. Sigh.
