For the past 8 days, I’ve been sticking one of these capsules in me when I wake up in the morning and before I got to bed at night. I don’t like it. It’s uncomfortable and messy and sometimes it hurts. But I will keep doing this for the next 237 days if it means I can bring my Bumble Bee home.
Posted in Bumble Bee, Photos, Pregnancy, Wordless Wednesday
Tagged pregnancy after loss, progesterone, prometrium
Have you heard of Beryl Young’s Illuminate photographic healing class? It’s a 5-week course that combines creative photography and journaling for bereaved parents. She’s currently offering a free lesson called “Color Your World.” Over at Dandiewinks, I’m sharing the results of my photo walk as I looked for the color brown:
Brown represents the things I long for, the things I’m working towards: comfort, endurance, stability, trust, simplicity, home. I want all of these because I want to show my heaven babies that I am worthy of being their mother, that I am worthy of being their father’s wife, and that I can create good out of the heartache and grief of losing them in this life.
Pregnancy update and a photo pregnancy tests to follow, so please feel free to click away if this is not something you can or want to read about right now. I understand. Read more…
Posted in Photos, Projects, TTC & Infertility
Tagged 13dpo, 2ww, hpt, infertility, POAS, Project Pee-a-thon
As I mostly officially announced yesterday, I am pregnant. I know that I have some readers who are still trying, and my heart really aches for you. I know feeling “left behind,” and even now, even after learning that we are blessed with another pregnancy, I still feel pangs of jealousy at hearing another BFP announcement. I am grateful for this chance to bring a living child into this world, but I’m also sorry for the longing and aching this news must cause some dear friends. So I want to remain sensitive to that. There will be pregnancy talks and another photo below, so please feel free to click away if this is not something you can or want to read about right now. I understand. Read more…
Posted in Photos, Projects, TTC & Infertility
Tagged 12dpo, 2ww, bfp, hpt, infertility, POAS, Project Pee-a-thon, ttc after loss
