Dear Calvin,
I had my first prenatal appointment with Bumble Bee on Wednesday. The nurse-midwife asked about my previous pregnancies, and when she heard me call you “he,” she asked what your name was. I told her, “Calvin,” as I cried. Then I thanked her for asking your name. She said, “It matters.”
You will always be my first child, my first baby. You will always matter.
Happy 32 months in heaven, my darling. We miss you everyday.
I love you,
Mommy
